WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.090 --> 00:00:03.425 line:15% All I could think about, as an Asian, 2 00:00:03.425 --> 00:00:08.400 line:15% is oh my God, what am I supposed to tell my mother? 3 00:00:08.400 --> 00:00:11.140 line:15% What am I supposed to tell my family? 4 00:00:11.140 --> 00:00:14.560 line:15% And that was it. 5 00:00:14.560 --> 00:00:17.430 line:15% You know, like all the guilt, the shame 6 00:00:17.430 --> 00:00:22.390 line:15% that comes with it was really unbearable, 7 00:00:22.390 --> 00:00:27.390 line:15% you know, to mention that I felt like such a huge burden 8 00:00:31.380 --> 00:00:34.840 line:15% because I just came out as being transgender. 9 00:00:34.840 --> 00:00:38.120 line:15% I just left my family. 10 00:00:38.120 --> 00:00:42.500 line:15% And then I say, oh my God, that's God's punishment 11 00:00:42.500 --> 00:00:44.033 line:15% for me coming out. 12 00:00:45.273 --> 00:00:47.910 line:15% I'm gonna die. 13 00:00:47.910 --> 00:00:49.883 line:15% How am I gonna tell my mom that? 14 00:00:51.725 --> 00:00:53.773 line:15% What am I gonna do now?