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<v ->How I decided to have my second son, that was deep,</v>

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and I honestly,

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I honestly need to say how deep it was because

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I had been separated from my husband for

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three and a half years.

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It wasn't something that

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(exclaims) I wanted to have another baby,

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no deal.

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It was just something that God placed in my life again,

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and I didn't question him the second time.

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I didn't say well why did you do this?

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I just went with the flow like okay,

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I'm supposed to have another baby right now,

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and I'm going to take this medication,

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and I'm gonna get through it,

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and then I'm gonna, you know,

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get the AZT when I get ready to deliver

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and I'm gonna do the whole nine.

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That was the process for making the decision

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about having another child

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being a woman that lives with HIV.